how is no one online right now to talk to

i guess i forgot it's friday night and most people aren't staying in to work on their resumes like me but man, this misery could use some company. i look at these listings, and it's sad how i'm ready to just lower down and take whatever. cad operator? seriously? operator like calculator like function like robot? why don't they just call it what it is - cad monkey. at least there's some humor there, some truth. are there really people out there that have years of experience doing this and only this, minion nothing evil soulsucking... seriously? if i do this, if i put this energy in and smile and spruce up the resume and the portfolio and work hard and sing and dance and plead and all for a yes! an offer, a moment of glory! but for what...

other words - drafter. unpaid. minimum more experience than i have required. tons of skills required for little to no pay.

and today! at work! the clients from hell are back, the people who picked the worst fucking sexist/racist contractor that i have ever met! they want their kitchen done, in theory, just like last year, in theory, and guess what! they don't want to pay for it! we budget the project, they want it on the cheap! fucking louses, thinking they can rape the building industry just because it's on its knees begging for scraps... why i oughta!!! people suck! it all sucks! hell and handbaskets with express delivery. can you see, can you see why i don't even want to begin