the current

the way things work and the speed and direction it moves leaves me constantly trying. stagnant and stifled (place) or careening faster than comfort (people) - one way or the other it's rarely neutral, no quiet center. i realize it's all in my head, and that if i just let go everything will work itself out. logically i know this, but it doesn't feel right to just give up.

"The older I get, the more I realize that age doesn't bring wisdom - it brings weary."