update

quickly found a new job which has me working 10-12 hr days. i've never worked this much or had this much responsibility, but it's rather refreshing to have people think they can trust me? everyone thinks i have so much experience, which in a way i do. i'm eight years out of school. yet i'm so used to being beaten down and told i'm fucking up left and right. it's always been a huge battle to prove what i know and can do. so here and now i really have to show up and deliver. so that makes staying late okay. the one thing i do enjoy is teaching these young interns all the tips and tricks i've picked up over the years. they're so eager to learn and so amazed by the simplest of things. it's nice to be valued for once.

the one thing i will note - this new place is mostly women. all my other offices have been mostly men. could be this be the reason for the change in tone? possibility. (yes.) anyway. onward.