come join the pity party

so this thought has just sort of been swirling in my brain, gathering weight and velocity over the past month. there but not yet spoken. i finally confirmed its presence and figured i'd bring it out to light here.

i am 31 next month. i have not had a long term serious relationship with anyone. i probably won't get married or have children or a large family. so the only thing i really have going for me is to be an architect and i seem to be failing pretty miserably at that too.

so yeah there you have it. i'm gunna go cry myself to sleep now!