who gives a fuck.

you get what you give, i guess, and i find myself handing out very little. listening takes effort. caring and remembering, whatever. things, blah, stuff.

it's fortunate that i've lowered my standards so much that it doesn't matter if anyone does the same in return or not. all that's required at this point is a steady supply of books, movies, and tv shows and i'm good to keep going through the motions.