declaration

on a different note, i have decided to stop cutting people out of my life. the issues that i have with certain people that make it painful for me to continue my relationships with them generally stem from me not resolving shit at the moment something goes wrong. at those moments the problem is that i can't pinpoint the exact issue, and therefore my argument is frail - i don't know what is wrong but that something is off. my feelings are hurt but there is no logical explanation as to why. i become trampled if i stay. yet extraction isn't preventing the harm any less, it just makes a different type of damage. it is time to dig for the logic, however floundering my attempts to do so may be. it is time to make mistakes with people than to be without.